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After the trash trucks come the F Building dumpster booms hollow with every trash bag and the taps on my window disappear for a few days.

After the trash trucks come the F Building dumpster booms hollow with every trash bag and the taps on my window disappear for a few days. Scotty burns through them fixated on odd jobs around the complex. Not that management has ever paid him for it, but, “Sweeping out the potholes,” he says, “makes them easier for everyone to avoid." He’ll leash up his bulldog Tsunami and with a kitchen broom brush out the leaves, the rocks, the puddle grime. He’ll pick up wrappers and cigarette butts in the common yard rock beds and toss it all in a big cup from the Fresh & Go. He did the dryer lint around the laundry hut that way for months until management put a stop to it, thinking he was just out there scrounging for quarters.

He wears the same thing when he’s keeping himself busy these ways, jeans and a sweaty black shirt even as autumn temperatures set in. I’ll go find him these evenings, slicing my way into the neighborhood through the parts of the complex he’s up to things near.

“You want to get out? We’ll have sodas on the curb.”

“Go on ahead,” he says, wiping his head with a shirt sleeve. “I’ll finish up and find you.”

I get into the setting sun and feel the warmth drain from the day and, pulling sandwiches from my bag, listen to gas pump ads from behind the Fresh & Go. You can get two king size candy bars for a quarter off if you have the right card there, and when you’re pumping gas you’ve got an angle on the gas pump TV sets and the celebrities telling you all about it. Around back it’s calmer, just faint traces of all that and the sky over a strip mall, and now and then the clunking back door when Fresh & Go cashiers take their breaks.

Scotty turns up next to me with a cigarette and with Tsunami, the dog perked for a trip around the neighborhood and Scotty worn out, his eyes and shoulders sagging. He tells me about picture frames and flat basketballs and a lamp that was just right for his place but turned out to be fried and had no lampshade nearby. He looks at me from time to time but talks mostly to himself.

He’s got to check out a flatscreen he can buy for forty bucks and maybe flip for a hundred.

He’s got to get home so he and Tsu can eat dinner.

He’s got some handkerchiefs that need washing but’ll be nicer than wiping his sweat with his sleeves.

Later on, well into the dark hours and into my own “gotta do this and thats,” I slip home between F Building and G, through a cut of light coming from Scotty’s side entrance door window. I look inside, still walking, and see through his living room to his kitchenette to him, raising chopsticks of lo mein noodles to-go.

Every ceiling fixture in his place is turned on. □

Dogwood skeletons checker parts of the common yards pink and the sun rides over F Building just right for an afternoon nap, but the apartments on Aldridge Street never have what Scotty is looking for. Nobody parts with big TV sets here, nobody parts with cigarettes.

The apartment complex pushes Scotty and me together in the afternoon. The layout funnels B and C Buildings over to our dumpster and nobody around the place seems like they really get going until after lunch. We sit in the sun dangling like kids our legs through my deck rails or leaning back on the steps of his place’s side entrance.

Dogwood skeletons checker parts of the common yards pink and the sun rides over F Building just right for an afternoon nap, but the apartments on Aldridge Street never have what Scotty is looking for. Nobody parts with big TV sets here, nobody parts with cigarettes. People hurl white kitchen bags through the air like catapults and there are chunks of broken down furniture piled dumpsterside and Scotty, who’s been looking for a lamp since well before I moved in, taps on my window agitated and bored. He sways his legs side to side settling into the deck rails and looks at the parking lot, at the potholes filling like swimming pools, at the spiderweb strands tightroping the dumpster.

“There isn’t shit,” he says. “There isn’t fucking shit worth getting in for.”

“You can have one of my lamps, Scotty. I don’t need all my lamps.”

But he hardens up and tells me he doesn’t want any of my lamps, then tells me even harder he wants one all his own. “And when I find it,” he says, “the place’ll be dim when me and Tsu want it that way. I’ll light the kitchen table and when I’m finished eating each night we’ll move to the bedroom and get it right for falling asleep. Maybe I’ll even get one of those orange extension chords and light the steps of your deck when I come up them.”

It’s not all about lamps for him, though, so he pokes around in there anyways while the afternoon demands just the right amount of me. Before he grabs me I’m bound to my little apartment corner desk, to digging up cheap vacations and discounted laptops and other shit to break news articles about. But I make it through as easy as morning cereal and part afternoons with Scotty to lay around on my floor, to roll the whole living room over with the path of the sun, the sky waiting to drop curtains around me when evening arrives.

Down oranging streets I go looking for the Hunch Burger truck, dreaming of blowing twenty dollars on double cheeses and fries or else a hoagie-rolled pepper sausage and soda pop. Instead, I squat on the back curb of the Fresh & Go, eating extra crunchy peanut butter and jelly sandwiches from my backpack, trying to keep enough turn of the earth in front of me to hit the river before dark. I nod to anybody who looks my way between here and there and talk to strangers on 6th Street about any kind of this thing or that.

“Do you know the time?” or such I’m asked near a bus stop.

“It’s 6:55,” or such I say, and we get on into things until it’s the purpled edges of a nearby church steeple we’re talking about when the bus skwoops in.

I don’t need much more than that to stick to me, don’t feel like hurrying the way Scotty does. He keeps all kinds of busted up stuff down on his patio, a bunch of tossed out bicycles and broken-bulb string lights, and a giant pile of clothing management has sent him a note to move inside. Out in the neighborhood there’s more stuff like this for him to snap his head around for. I see him in distances popping trash can lids and farther north, nearing the river, is a drive-up donation bin I’ve heard some rummaging in. He rarely notices me away from the apartment complex, unless he’s in a pawn shop frenzy and then he’s got a thousand things under his arm he wants to tell me about. Most of it has to do with how much money the fucking shit will get, or the girl on the internet who will buy any old fucking shit, or how I must be crazy to pass on all this fucking shit again.

“It’s from J Building,” he pitches me about a coffee maker. “Probably from the Mexican family move-out. Only five dollars just for you.” When I get tired enough of this to say something, to say it’s just another junk ass thing on a counter, just another junk ass thing on sale any day of the week, Scotty only knows to push into me harder.

“Hey muchacho,” he says. “I found you a coffee maker for only four dollars.” □

We are on our way to the Fresh & Go for a get out, a strawberry soda pop and cigarettes for Scotty, when he stops walking and snaps his shiny bald head around like the red-tails I see on my evening river walks, one that’s just sensed a rabbit in the wildgrass.

We are on our way to the Fresh & Go for a get out, a strawberry soda pop and cigarettes for Scotty, when he stops walking and snaps his shiny bald head around like the red-tails I see on my evening river walks, one that’s just sensed a rabbit in the wildgrass. We are close to the Fresh & Go, I can hear the ads on the gas pump televisions far better than the echoes of the Aldridge Street dumpsters. My apartment overlooks one of the things, but Scotty is the one who’s always in and out of it, and he’s the one who makes some money that way, who looks back toward F Building and says, “Hey, we should hang out on your deck instead.” □